Saturday, November 13, 2010

Hair diva

So from a very young age I have been in a battle with my hair.  I have curly hair so growing up it was a beast to tame.  It is funny how life works out, growing up I hated my hair and wish I didn't have it, now I look at my hair and wish I had more of it.  My hair has been dwindling away over the years and when I looked in the mirror tonight I felt hopeless.  The thing is other symptoms of PCOS can be hidden or worked with but not thinning/balding hair.  I am only 22 and my hair is thinning so what can  I expect when I am 30 if I continue the path I am going?  I have spent the last 30min looking up possible ways to 'treat' thinning hair and nothing seems to shout out to me.  I feel like a wig may be in my future.  I ask myself, is a wig all that bad.  Or do you shave your head and strut it proud?  I know my husband loves me, but how much can he take? I mean I'm sure seeing his wife have acne, thinning hair, and facial hair is not a huge turn on for him. Like so many other women I'm sure say, "I just want to feel beautiful for once, is that too much to ask?!?!?"   I realize this is kind of a downer post but I needed to vent, so here I am.  I just hope I am not the only women out there that feels this way.  Sometimes I wish I knew others facing the same issues I am so I don't feel so along in this.  So here's to me the hair diva!  May I enjoy my hair while it lasts, and not dwell on what the future may bring. 

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